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Newsletter Aug 2015

Newsletter Aug 2015

Early days in Santa Cruz, NM, 1990: Top Row:
Sr. Scholastica, Sr. Mary Catherine; Front Row:
Abbot Philip, Mother Julianne, and Sr. Benedicta

Visit our website to view the slides of our 25 years of
history at www.ourladyofthedesert.org, Home page,
entitled “25 Years of Blessings.

This beautiful painting of Saint Benedict holding a cup with the snake by Sister Elizabeth, represents the miracle of St Benedict when his brothers attempted to poison him because he was too zealous a superior in his younger days. He holds his Rule is in his left hand. The background depicts our history in pictures: February 2, 1990, we began as Oblates
of the Monastery of Christ the Desert, Abiquiu, NM. At that time the sisters lived in El Rito, NM, as shown in the upper right corner. Shortly after, the sisters moved to Santa Cruz, NM, where they lived from 1990 to 1997. The Church of Santa Cruz, to the right middle of St. Benedict, is where we attended daily Mass. In 1997 the monks of the Monastery of Christ in the Desert invited us to join them in the Chama Canyon, where we lived with the monks for 10 years (upper left image church of the Monastery of Christ in the Desert). On the Feast of St Anthony, June 13, 2008 our community moved to St. Rose of Lima Parish, Blanco, NM, the temporary home for eighteen months, while the initial monastery was being built in Gobernador. On August 29, 2009, Passion of St John the Baptist, with the help of friends from Blanco and surrounding community we moved to Gobernador, NM. St Benedict is depicted surrounded by the big, endless expanse of Gobernador, symbolizing a prosperous move into the future!

We ask your prayers for our Sister Elizabeth who is pursuing a transfer of her vow of stability for health reasons to the Benedictine Sisters of Perpetual Adoration, Missouri.

Dear Friends,

February 2, 2015, the Feast of the Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple began the celebration of the 25th Anniversary of our founding. As I pondered this important mile stone, I asked myself what brought us through these 25 years? Of course the only answer is, God. The reason for coming to the monastery is to seek God. When I discovered this was the purpose of monastic life it thrilled my heart, it is no wonder the sisters and I felt drawn to this life. The possibilities were exciting! Twenty five years of searching for God in the Desert. How have we found God? Well, it has not been in visions of Jesus or his mighty angels or holy saints; nor do we spend our days in ecstasy. I must admit all this I hoped for as a young nun! But we learn to find God “among the pots and pans, as St Theresa of Avila liked to say. God is found in our daily dealings with each other, in serving each other, in the silence and solitude of the desert and in the guests who come to our door, not very glamorous but real. Sometime during the early days of our move to Gobernador, New Mexico in August 2009, a question from Psalm 77 caught my attention, it possible for God, to prepare a table in the Desert? This verse began to accompany me on my desert journey. We chant Psalm 77 every 2nd week at the Divine Office of Vigils at 4:30 AM. Just as we wait for the light of day to break forth I learned to wait for God to come forth as we build our monastery in honor of our Lady of the Desert.  The introduction to our psalter, the Psalms, explains that the psalms sing to us the human and divine history of Israel. Psalm 77 is the story of Israel’s journey through the desert and is entitled, God’s patience and humanity’s ingratitude. In reality, the Psalms speak of our own human and divine history, which includes times of ingratitude and fear, the human condition. But if there is anything this desert journey has taught me is that God’s patience and compassion always wins out in the end and with his grace so will our compassion and gratefulness. Over the past 25 years I came to realize that challenging questions and people and times make our faith stronger as we stumble along. Like the Israelites in the desert, our journey is forming us into living witnesses of Him who is full of compassion, our God who forgives our questioning doubts and fears and continues with us on this JOURNEY OF FAITH. How blessed we are to have friends like you who have also journeyed with us through these past 25 years.

Thank you. It is your love and support that has made it possible. Please know we hold you in our daily prayers as we begin our next 25 years! Peace and Blessings, Mother Benedicta Serna, OSB, Prioress


Mother Benedicta puts her sisters to work on
July 11th, but they have time for a pose. Shown are
Patricia, Mother Benedicta and Roberta.

Canonical visitors, with guests and community: Bottom row: Mother Mary Elizabeth Kloss, St. Scholastica Priory, Petersham, Massachusetts, Right Rev. Dom Cuthbert Brogan, St. Michael’s Abbey, Farnborough, Hampshire, United Kingdom, Mother Julianne. Second row are S. Hilda, S. Maria Manzano, also from St. Scholastica Priory, S. Guadalupe, S. Agnes Le and Mother Benedicta. Top row are S. Kateri, S. Mary and Brother Francis Martinez, from the Monastery of Christ in the Desert.

CANONICAL VISITATION – “In administering correction she (superior) should act prudently and not go to excess, lest in seeking too eagerly to scrape off the rust she break the vessel.” (Rule of St. Benedict, 64). In his Rule, St. Benedict takes into account charity keeping in mind those times of necessary corrections for the community members. – The overall purpose of a
monastic visitation is to help the community grow in self-understanding, to recognize and acknowledge the strengths and weaknesses, to identify what should be corrected or eliminated in our monastic life and to help with the vision and values. As part of the Catholic
Church, a visitation helps to further the progress of our vocation. The visitors, Abbot Cuthbert & Mother Mary Elizabeth stressed the concept of help and encouragement during our visitation July 20-21, 2015, and spoke individually with each sister. The final report was very
positive and we were reassured of the stability of the community. The sisters will now work on some of the suggestions to make our community even stronger.

VOCATION – Each person has a vocation. God created each person with gifts and talents toward a specific way of life, a vocation to serve God and others in a unique way, whether it be the single life, married life, or consecrated life. With your support, we were able to purchase and prepare a 6- bedroom building, St. Walburga, to house candidates interested in our monastic way of life. Now, we look forward to three women coming for a time of discernment to share our life: Dailes from Zambia, who has received a visa and will begin planning her flight very soon; Maria Rosario from Vera Cruz, Mexico, is waiting for an invitation letter for her Visa; and Cynthia from Austin, Texas, has asked to return for an Observership. We ask that you join us in praying for these women that they may know the will of God in their lives.

Please share this newsletter with the young women who might have a monastic vocation! Help us continue building a monastery of women dedicated to a life of prayer for the world and worship of God almighty in silence and solitude in the desert tradition of monastic
life. Our next “Come and See,” vocation weekend is planned for November 20-22, 2015.

Along with the Presider, Bishop James E. Wall, there were nine priests who celebrated the Mass for the Solemnity of St. Benedict. Over 150 friends from far and near joined us for this great day. In his homily, Bishop James E. Wall, emphasized the virtue of humility in our lives as taught by St. Augustine of Hippo. He came to realize that only a person with humility can follow Christ.

Plans for the construction of the St. Joseph patio began in February 2015. By March 2015, the lumber for the covering was purchased. The work on the frame for the concrete floor and the placement of the spike beams, began. The project also included the framing, placing of the rebar and the trench work necessary for the foundation. Thank you to all who have helped with the building projects since 2008, here in Gobernador.

MONASTERY NEWS – In April of this year, our Chaplain, Fr. Thomas Benedict, a monk from the Monastery of Christ in the Desert, spent three months giving formation classes at St. Benedict’s Abbey in Polokwane, Limpopo, South Africa. We are blessed with his talents and help with many of our projects. His dog, Rosco, likes to take Father for walks.

Sister Agnes Le enjoys gardening. tending to the beautiful flowers and vegetables, plus painting the sacramental candles. She attended her son’s wedding in Kansas for a few days.

Sister Guadalupe is now creating handmade chains for small and large crosses. We appreciate her efforts in being the chantress and playing the keyboard.

Mother Julianne continues to manage the bookkeeping and loves to pamper those cats.  She is the community driver and makes sure the cars are in good shape.

From February thru August 2015, Sister Kateri took a sixth month leave to help her ill parents. She is transitioning back to the community in full force. This summer she completed a 2-year online Benedictine Spiritual Formation Program, with the sisters of Benet Hill, Colorado Springs, CO.

Sister Hilda takes care of the Guesthouse and does a great job in making the assignments for the sisters. She also assists in bookkeeping and still has time to weave beautiful bookmarks. We look forward to her mother’s visit from Guatemala.

Sister Mary is pretty much the keeper of our cats. Currently, she tends our little Santo Nino Giftshop, and is always willing to give a hand with liturgical and English pronunciation, as well as serving as Portress.

Mother Benedicta spent a few days with her family for the one year anniversary of the death of her brother, Johnny Serna.

Let us pray for Pope Francis for his apostolic journey to the United States, which is scheduled for September 22-27, 2015. He will visit Washington, New York and Philadelphia.

EXTRAORDINARY JUBILEE OF MERCY – DEC 8, 2015 NOV 20, 2016 – It will be a Holy Year of Mercy.  – Pope Francis

MERCY CHANGES EVERYTHING by Father Thomas Benedict Baxter
There were two monks who committed a very serious sin when they went to the village to sell their wares. But they were wise enough not to let the devil trick them into discouragement and so they came back to the desert and went to the Abba to confess their sins. To ease them into their conversion, they were asked to go and live on their own for one month on bread and water, to pray and do penance. When the time was over, Abba himself came over to reunite them with the disciples. However he was very surprised because one came out grim, downcast and pale while the other was radiant, buoyant and brisk. “What did you meditate upon?” Abba asked. The sad monk answered: “I thought constantly on the punishment
which I merit and the justice of God”. The joy-filled monk answered: “Well, I would remind myself constantly of the mercy of God and the love which Jesus Christ had for the sinner.” Both of them were joyfully accepted back in the community but Abba remarked on the wisdom of the brother who kept his mind fixed on the compassion of God. – Cardinal Walter Casper in speaking of the mercy of God teaches: Mercy is the faithfulness of God to his own
being as love. Because God is love. And mercy is the love revealed to us in concrete deeds and words. So mercy becomes not only the central attribute of God, but also the key of Christian existence. Be merciful as God is merciful. We have to imitate God’s mercy. (Commonweal, May 7, 2014) Christian community is called to manifest concrete deeds of love, mercy and forgiveness. It is the only way that we can be sustained in our commitment to the Gospel. As a priest, when I hear confessions, I know that my task is not judgement but reconciliation. God calls those who are far off to come near and we need to meet them on the way not with condemnation but with the warm embrace of mercy. The Gospel story of the Prodigal teaches us this in a very strong way.

Our prayers before God in the Eucharist are filled with
petitions for mercy: Kyrie eleison, have mercy on us
Lord. We who cry for mercy must offer it in turn. This
means being compassionate to those who reach out to us
for mercy and forgiveness. It is not an optional way of
living together. It is the only way to live together. This is
the first lesson in living in community and the primary
way that we witness to the Gospel in the world.
Who is it that needs your forgiveness today?
Who is it that cries out for mercy at your door?

Winter Heating Fund: Can you help? Though we are in the midst of a beautiful summer here at the monastery, we still know that winter with all its heating costs will be upon us soon enough. Like you, energy costs make up most of our monthly bills and your gift toward our energy needs would be a great help to us.  Currently, we use a mix of propane and electricity to take care of heating our buildings.  The electricity is on budget pay and is now set at $500 per month for the next year. Propane cost, of course, can be variable depending on the severity of the winter and the often fluctuating costs per gallon. We have two 1,000 gallon tanks that need to be filled in preparation for the winter season. We ask you to make a gift to our Winter Heating Fund.  Our bills, like yours, come in monthly. Please consider making a monthly gift to this fund. Thank you and God bless you!

25th Anniv Jul 11, 2015

July 11, 2015

25th Anniversary history, click:  25th_anniv
On July 11, 2015, Solemnity of St. Benedict of Nursia, we celebrated 25 years of thanksgiving in remembering the past, celebrating the present and embracing the future as we move forward in our Journey of Faith.  We ask God to bless all those who journeyed with us since the beginning of our dream to live the Benedictine way of seeking God in the desert. The Mass for the day was celebrated by Bishop James Wall and the music was sung by Abbot Philip, Brother Charles, Brother Dominic, Brother Bonaventure, Father Waldemar, Brother Marcel and Brother Francis Duc Vo. We especially thank all those who helped make this celebration a special day for all those who participated.  
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M. Benedicta’s thoughts Feb 2, 2015

February 2, 2015 – Greetings from Our Lady of the Desert! Today is the Feast of the Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple, the 25th Anniversary of our founding. In preparing for this day I pondered what would I say to my sisters, friends and families about the past 25 years of our monastic life? The reason for coming to the monastery is to seek God and once I discovered this was the only purpose of monastic life it thrilled my heart to live for God. I was so excited about the possibilities!

Twenty five years of searching for God in the desert, how have we as a community found God? Well, I for one have not had visions of Jesus or his mighty angles or the holy saints and I do not spend my day in ecstasy as I have to admit I hoped for as a young nun! But I have learned to find this God of ours among the pots and pans as St. Theresa of Avila liked to say. God is found in our daily dealings with each other, the guest who comes to our door, in the silence and solitude of the monastery, not very glamorous but real. One of those down to earth ways we encounter God is through the psalms that we chant seven times a day. I especially love the questions found throughout the Scripture: Is there a message here for me in this question? Why this question? How does it apply to my life? The possibilities go on and on! Can God prepare a table in the desert? Sometime during the early days of our move to Gobernador, New Mexico on August 29, 2009, the verse from Psalm 77 caught my attention and began to accompany me on my desert journey. We chant Psalm 77 every 2nd Wednesday at the Divine Office of Vigils. The Introduction from the book, “The Psalms,” which tells story of Israel’s journey through the desert and in this translation is entitled, patience and humanity in gratitude. And, I would like to add that the Psalms tell us of our own human and divine history, which includes our times of ingratitude, the human condition strikes again! But if there is anything this desert journey has taught me is that God’s patience and compassion always win out in the end and with his grace so will our compassion and gratefulness.

One dark morning at Vigils (4:30 am) as we made our way through the psalms in our little chapel here in Gobernador the question, Can God prepare a table in the desert? It became alive for me. Psalm 77 is the story of the Israelite people wondering through the desert, they put God to the test in their hearts by demanding the food they craved. I became aware that I was just as demanding as our Israelite ancestors. At those rough spots along the way, this question would appear to taunt me, is it possible for God to prepare a table in the desert? I came to see this question as the devil sitting on my left shoulder bringing my faith in our loving God into question. There were moments when it was hard to be still and listen for that still voice of God, full of compassion and there still are those moments and I’m sure they will continue. When I feel like I am wondering aimlessly through the desert, doubts begin to flood my mind: Are we ever going to build a monastery, have a real home of our own?” along with Will anyone ever come to join us?”Well, in reflecting over these past 25 years I realized God allowed these questions with all their doubts and fears to help me grow. God took my faith that was the size of a mustard seed and planted it here in Gobernador where it was challenged and pruned and because of this question, Can God prepare a table in the desert? My answer has become: Let me show you how God has prepared a table in the desert! Looking back over the past 25 years I realize there were other questions and people who challenged my faith and in taking on the challenge, my faith grew. One day at the Monastery of Christ in the Desert, Abiquiu, NM, I was talking to our dear friend Fred Believer, actually, it was more like complaining to Fred about heaven knows what, as St Benedict would say murmuring and Fred in his true monk style shot back at me, Why not you? It was one of those questions that left me with my mouth open not an easy pill to swallow but I knew in my heart he spoke truth and if I was going to continue this monastic journey in honesty I needed to take this challenge on. When I can give myself the time and space to be still and face the challenges that come my way, weather it is from my sisters and brothers or God’s word I know I will see the marvelous deeds God has done for me. He has done wonders in the sight of my doubts, in the plains of my fears. And, because of all the wonders have seen in the past 25 years I know I will continue to see even greater.Even before Fred, there was Mother Julianne Allen’s question, Why are you doing that? In our beginnings in Santa Cruz, New Mexico, Mother Julianne saw me doing things and saying things that probably did not make a lot of sense and she would pipe up, Why are you doing that?And, once again I would stand there with my mouth wide open and reply, and in the end just shrug my shoulders. One day I was so frustrated with her, Why are you doing that? that I just blurted out, because the brothers do it!” and then the light went on and at that point something inside of me knew as much as I loved and admired the monks, I could not stay in the monastery, if everything I did was because the brothers did it. But with time these questions became a reality of God’s presence in my monastic life. My faith grew with each step of the journey by the time we were on our way to Gobernador, it became a Journey of Trust, now I say it is a JOURNEY OF FAITH.Way back in the early days of my monastic life I read somewhere: “One trail prepares you for the next” Accompanied by Mother Julianne’s comment, “It is the human condition, two more pills that were not easy to swallow but looking back over the last 25 years these insights have been pure gift from those who have accompanied me by challenging my faith. And, by the grace of God I was able to accept these challenges, many times resisting with all my stubborn might.But eventually with God’s grace I have come to the point where I can say with confidence, Yes, God can prepare a table in the desert. We the sisters of Our Lady of the Desert are living witnesses to Him who is full of compassion, who forgives our doubts and spares us and who continues to lead us on this JOURNEY OF FAITH through the desert.The journey continues and the challenging questions along with it. Last Saturday morning at Mass another challenge, how to be a Dom Bosco to my sisters? Dom Bosco was a man of deep love for the poor, especially the poor children. This question challenges my heart: Can God prepare a Table in my heart? With fears and trepidation my faith tells me Yes, God can prepare a table in my heart! Thank you for joining us on this JOURNEY OF FAITH; it is your love and support that have made it possible. Please know we hold you in our daily prayers. From Mother Benedicta Serna, Prioress

(NOTE: Mother Benedicta joined the monastery on September 29, 1990)

Sr. Agnes Le First Profession Dec 27, 2014

December 27, 2014 – St. John Apostle and Evangelist -Â Please join us in thanksgiving as we celebrated the First Profession of Sister Agnes Le Doan today.  She made her commitment this morning during the celebration of Mass and received the black veil.  According to the Rule of St. Benedict, the Novice writes her document of Profession and lays it on the altar. Just as the holy sacrifice of Jesus’ Body and Blood is offered on the altar, so the whole life of Sister Agnes Le is offered to God. We were delighted to welcome Abbot Philip as our Celebrant and some of the other monks of Christ in the Desert, to help with the singing. An extra blessing was the presence of Sister Agnes Le’s children who participated in the readings of the Mass and Prayer Intentions.  Congratulations, Sister Agnes Le! Â (Just click on the picture to get a larger display.)
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Newsletter Advent Nov. 30, 2014

Advent 2014

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Also, with the income from the Annual Ice Cream Social, we have nearly completed Phase I which is the super insulating of our buildings against the extreme cold of winter and the heat of summer. The next step is to replace the low grade windows for high grade windows that will save us 20% to 30% annually in heating costs.  The total of this project is $18,000.  That means that each replacement window will cost $500.  They will be professionally installed with a lifetime warranty on the windows and the installation. The installation crew is fully bonded and insured.